Last Modified: 26/3/03 9:42

Destiny........ I have realised that sometimes it is soooooooooo much fun to simply follow your heart and count on every intuition that you have. Yesterday was one such day. I know that there are lots of hunches that I do not follow, like the one that is coming to me right now. Somewhere deep in my heart I feel that there is someone watching over my shoulder protecting me and letting me know that I am never alone. I have known and trusted this feeling for a very long time now and I know that somewhere in the last 4 years I have lost that feeling of complete protection. I remember when I got back from Pota all I felt was this complete confidence and pride. I needed to spend more time with Jesus, allowing him to take full charge of my life. Then in the last couple of years I have let that feeling slip away. there are no excuses or explanations.......... just that I started getting tooo confident. In my mind I know with all confidence that Jesus was always there filling my life with his love and guiding me along a path of faith......... esp during a time when all the world turned against me. I always made time for Jesus and me and together with him nothing could p[ossibly go wrong for me.Today Jesus has increased my hunger for an infilling of the spirit that will guide me on in my journey toward Jesus. I praise the Lord for every breath.......... PRAISE YOU JESUS