I fast… We Feast: Learning of the day about LACK!!

It is beautiful to keep learning with each day I continue to be a good RECEIVER!! I understand at a deeper level, that there is an INNER HEALING that is first brought to the surface through things I experience, during my day!! And as the healing is complete… the learning is revealed!!

Looks like, this journey is destined to do special things in my life… and the lives that IT CHOOSES to DRAW unto itself!! It is moving that every word, that is drawn into the initiative, is channeled with a purpose, far greater than just the word!! A new revealing about the ACTIVE reason why I feel LACK… and through GRATITUDE in the feasting, A new celebration of the variation of vibration and meaning, which I guess is the REASON why each of our experiences with the text draws our own UNIQUE experiences!!

Just feel the gratitude of the HINTS in status messages… that have TRIED to draw my attention at an earlier time!!! A deeper quest was on… that has brought me to this absolutely astounding MOMENT in time… as I write this… I am also listening to the EMPOWERING HYMN of SURRENDER to GOD’s divine abundance in my life “In His Time”

I was scrolling down my profile… to find the status message… and here’s what all I found… yay!!

So true for today!! While I wanted to FEAST in the ABUNDANT by birth, it came wrapped in feelings and situations WHERE LACK OF really stood taller than my feeling of ABUNDANCE!!!

Then again, I felt HURT, betrayed, sad, upset … CRAVING to WANT to FEEL GOOD!! I realised for once, the SOURCES for my feeling bad were PEOPLE, external SOURCES. WOW!! What an INSIGHT!!! Left me smiling, as I put the KNOW ALLOW ACCEPT MANIFEST into ACTION!! I ALLOWED all sources of LACK, ACCEPTED all sources of LACK!!

The MANIFESTED truth… that over the last couple of weeks, SOURCE has been guiding me, preparing me for this new lesson… and TODAY finally it is REVEALED, that GRATITUDE had drawn my attention to ABUNDANCE, but for me to really LIVE IT… I needed to KNOW the WHY IT WASN’T in Effect HAPPENING… RIGHT NOW… as I complete this post… I KNOW I AM HEALED OF MY LACK!! I have ALLOWED GOD’s LOVE to SHOW ME WHY… I have ACCEPTED the LESSON and released the BLOCKS!! All set to MANIFEST a new NOW for myself and ALL THAT IS!!

I KNOW the WHY OF PEOPLE!! In Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

I ALLOW a new awareness a new direction!! Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

I ACCEPT a new THOUGHT a New HEALING a New REVEALTION to fill my KNOWING!! In Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

And CELEBRATE the HEALING as the MANIFESTED joy of my life!!

Here’s wishing you a brilliant new experience of your own with I Fast… We Feast!! To a more Dedicated Enthusiastic Empowered Positive Life!!!

Always in deep Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

Write us your story if you have one of the I Fast… We Feast experience!! We’d love to feature it on the blog as well as on the page!! You can write to us on info@deepositive.com!!

And finally… Presenting K.A.A.M!!

Since I began writing my first book last year in April, I kept looking for the RIGHT editor, the RIGHT time, the RIGHT campaign, the RIGHT million other things!

Then this morning when I woke up, all I was hearing in my head is “Make an E-Book and release it!!” and so, like the many times in my life, that I have acted on prompt alone, I present to you MY FIRST book, K.A.A.M the power manifesting tool, that is a book presented through me, yet comes from the SOURCE of WHO I AM!! A book that in fact has only been written by me. The content, the energy of this book is governed by the ALL KNOWING and I feel blessed to have been chosen to share it!!

May the vibration of the book draw you to a deeper understanding of WHO YOU ARE and WHERE YOU CAN CHOOSE to be by PAYING ATTENTION to YOURSELF!!

Have a Happy Manifesting journey of your personal experiences through the content!!

My Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS … the source of WHO I AM… for the blessing of the manifesting of the first step of being an author!!

I feel like a child now, a little nervous in the person and very excited in spirit!!

K.A.A.M click to begin your personal journey of Know Allow Accept Manifest!!

Here’s an interesting way to look at it…

… it is almost working up the thought muscles as I write this piece. When a new thought decides to take centre stage and all that you can really do is write it soon enough not to lose it… and share it soon enough so other’s can use it!!

I always wondered why I was chosen to be born into a family which has seen all shades of relationships… my memories go way back to the time when I was 3 years old… size of body seems to have some relationship with the size of memory . With all the OH SO NOT DESIRABLE circumstances we’ve been through … our smiles are our way of saying “thank you God for the power to overcome and excel in your name”

Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

Here’s what my awareness has prompted me to understand from my past… my Gratitude to the knowing… allowing… accepting and manifesting the change it brings… within me… and around me!!

• My Gratitude to their dream of independence… Today we are 3 independent women living lives that would’ve been the three possible routes of living their own… each one of us is a reflective of decisions they took… and the results thereof!
• Gratitude to their talents… Today each of my talents has a root in their WANTS as young people. I have the joy of passion towards events from my father and the brilliance of natural talents in the arts from my mother and from both of them, a heartfelt connection and appreciation for my grand parents who have added to the flavour of completing me spiritually.
• Gratitude to their lives… Today I have learnt to deal with life one baby step at a time… prompted by an internal need for evolving into a complete me, they always wished they could be.
• Gratitude to their dream of health. Today I find new ways to be healthy spiritually that my spiritual health may energise my physical health and in turn radiate into my conscious life on this earth.
• Gratitude to their failures. Today I’ve learnt to tap into the inner knowing of the way I feel and and have learnt to use it to sustain myself. It is also essential to understand that I have evolved from the awareness of failure as I hear it from them and graduate to the awareness of success, by following my instinct, aware, that my EGO will play spoilt sport, since the knowledge I received from my DNA is of the awareness of lack.
• Gratitude to their quest for healing their own lives. Today I find myself in the centre of magnetising the healing I need to clear history and the additional resources I need to extend this healing around me. That my own children may evolve from this point onward.
• Gratitude to their CONFIDENCE in themselves. Today I have learnt to take a stand in awareness of my inner quest for being, un-phased by the circumstantial evidence of life as I know it… that comes from their confidently knowing that inner strength is what got them through to the outer strength to follow through on their inner knowing. I have learnt that irrespective of the circumstances presented to me, the truth of being is greater than what we can see if and only if we learn to focus beyond it!
• Gratitude to them separating. Today, we’ve had the joy of experiencing them in totality, without any need for us to SIMPLY accept what we’re told to believe. We are able to take a simple situation and read between the lines, learn from it and release the circumstance and live the lesson it presents.
• Gratitude to their belief. Both my parents are truly the two poles of creation… so distinctly different in their approach to life and to life’s lessons… and as an evolved DNA of their coming together, the three of us are equally poles apart in our understanding and living of our lives.

I could write a book on the subject with the knowledge I’ve drawn through this knowing… It is also a wonderful reason for each of us to evaluate our lives with respect to the DNA we represent…

Respect your parents, love them, understand them, they are the foundation thought of your own personal evolution… Understand them better that you may begin to understand yourselves better and live from a point of Gratitude, in the knowing that you’re greatest evolution and acceptance of yourself comes from KNOWING, ALLOWING and ACCEPTING the DNA you’ve evolved from!

In Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS for a new, more complete experience of ME through the awareness of both my connection and blocks with my parents, whom I chose to be born to… with the knowing that I am an evolved vibration of their thought.

Begin a new relationship with your parents today!!!

On this 6th day of June 2010

The experiences I’ve had to this day have conditioned me to not trust too easily. The fact that it has been brought to my awareness… I took the first step of trusting my deepest instinct to begin sharing the wisdom I receive without PREJUDICE or JUDGEMENT, that my greatest JOY comes from sharing with Gratitude that which comes to me as part of the natural talent of being ME.

There will always be the OUTER influences that will continue to mark the path I take… I must reclaim the childlike joy of TRUSTING my instincts and TRUSTING the Divine Energy of Life to lead me on. I KNOW NOW, that every little decision, is a STEP forward in the direction of bringing ALL THAT IS special to me into my REALITY. 

That every HURDLE is only a speedbreaker on the fast lane of SUCCESS, that I must express GRATITUDE, that I slowed down, to savour the moment, instead of worry about the TIME it will take me to reach my destination. I need to TRUST, those around me, not because OTHERS think that they are worthy of being TRUSTED. I need to TRUST, because I am WORTHY of all the JOY and ABUNDANCE I am destined to achieve as  I continue my journey. That I every moment I am in Gratitude, the HURDLE will reveal the PERSPECTIVE I need to be GRATEFUL for.

The INTENT is clear… I am Delightfully Manifesting Spectacular Dreams ;) 

Perspectives change Perceptions of Perspective Changes

Someday this needed to happen, the ranting has been waiting in the queue of SILENCE for the chance to be heard… Waking up at 0600hrs on a Sunday morning isn’t a regular Dee ‘thing to do’ and since I woke up a million thoughts have been passing my mind, bringing a smile and asking me to write. It is sometimes rather funny how these sequences play out in my head, its almost like there’s an AMUSEMENT park at play when I wake up in the morning. The flood of thoughts lead my day, often, to a lot of people’s worry (Please read, FAMILY and REAL CLOSE FRIENDS) ;)

The title of this piece is a thought… that has become a thing… and the key to the change in perspective has been a new relationship with just one word “GRATITUDE”. Its the latest on my list of VICES ;) and I can promise you, being in a state of Gratitude Awareness is the most brilliant expansion of VISION, than I have ever experienced before.

When I started writing my first book… (just for the record, its only 6 chapters old, right now)… I didn’t realise, it was going to lay the foundation for an all new beginning. Its brilliant how each chapter almost dictates itself and the perspective view of how things ARE and WHY they ARE the way they ARE, presents itself in a brilliant new vision. It is so fascinating how simple life really is, when we are in sync with the CORE personality, we see things differently and CHANGE isn’t difficult anymore, it becomes a natural part of who we are. It is also, most wonderful to notice how THOUGHTS in our heads, which we choose to ignore, become the words our friends/family tend to use in communication with us.

The first chapter of my book brought in its finale, a new line into my stream of thoughts “In Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS” which has an insanely contagious effect on every aspect of my life. The beauty of continued usage finds a new spectacular readying itself for OPENING NIGHT… Hurdles feel like ladders… Problems present their own solutions… Without getting restless you’re led to the NEXT step. All that you crib about, presents itself differently. Its like being READY all the time, BRING IT ON LIFE… all I need to do is THANK IT AWAY.

The other day, I was asked a question, the impromptu answers brought a brilliant new extension and explanation and PERSPECTIVE :) Which in itself fascinated me… less for the content, which incidentally I think is brilliant!! more for the joy of understanding how beautifully two random conversations, began and ended from different perspectives, come together to form a BELIEF… in this case it all comes back to GRATITUDE!!

"Life is... An Essay" Part I : Introduction Part II: Research and Part III: Verdict ;). That is why when we're "LITTLE, KNOWLEDGE IS DANGEROUS"!!

someone told me to face reality... ;-) and I turned to the mirror and smiled and said ;-)... "Its Brilliant". To which I got a rather worried reply "What's so freaking BRILLIANT about the way things ARE? " and I smiled again "The perspective." YOUR PERSPECTIVE CREATES THE REALITY YOU EXPERIENCE ;-) and after reading this he called to ask "what if the mirror is broken?" I couldn't help but giggle and say "different perspective of the same point of view and the joy of being CONFUSED" ha ha

"LIFE is a series of breaths... Punctuated with experiences to draw our GRATITUDE to Breath ;-)

Now, I look at ALL THAT IS and am filled with AWE!! its brilliant to feel the million thoughts wait to become things… It’s fascinating, that I learn more from my 4 year old nephew Veer than he can ever learn from me. It is brilliant that I can sense what is good from all that is seemingly bad and the most beautiful part of it all… I am able to truly accept my experiences with joy, knowing that all it will take for things to change is to visit a new perspective.

Damn, I didn’t realise calling Gratitude a VICE would make it even more tempting… ;) ;) try Gratitude!!

The Manifesting Way of Life

Idle thoughts maketh for great writing.

In my thoughts, there is a resurgent belief, EVERYTHING does happen for a reason… and the reason doesn’t always present itself in the present. Its like a surprise waiting to be discovered. A quick retrospect and I realise the power of idle thoughts, each of them have had the pleasure of manifesting in different degrees. These are the ones I’ve noticed.

The power of manifesting is when you have a thought, don’t follow through and then you hear the words ‘I TOLD YOU SO” so loud in your head that you are able to remember the specific moment, nothing and the one prompt you got, turned a deaf ear and then FORGOT!!

I had a moment like that this morning, am so excited about the learning. 2 days ago, I found my ipod connector on mum’s rack, super happy, though I was in the middle of looking for someone else, I kept it back somewhere there. I heard prompt, “keep it safely or you won’t be able to find it when you need”. Busy Dee that I am, I brushed away the thought to focus on what I was looking for then. For the last couple of hours I’ve been searching for the freaking connector and you guessed it… for the love of all the memory in the universe, this one eludes me. Now, all that is doing the rounds of my head… “I TOLD YOU SO!!!”

This is one of the smaller incidents, maybe its meant to be shared, a brilliant example of how we should follow the prompts!! Maybe an even greater learning, that I have a connect with guides at every moment of my day, just that more often than not, I turn a deaf ear to their constant chatter.

In meditation one day, I wrote the entire script of a conversation that came true 2 months later and changed the course of my life. The trill of manifestations, especially the ones you remember are a clear sign of the power of the mind in creating the reality you live.

Are there times that this process is scary… well YES!!! There are times when you receive messages that aren’t too exciting or you manage to say something you didn’t mean and the fear of manifestation brings it into reality. Its funny though, a couple of weeks back, I sensed a friend getting too overbearing, I didn’t seem to enjoy their company, it hurt to tell them to scoot off, at the same time, I knew something wasn’t right at all. It was the vibrations I picked up in their presence which seemed to weigh down on my energies. While I didn’t want them around, there wasn’t a nice way to say it. There is NEVER a nice way to say oUTA HERE!! In the week that followed, they stopped calling or asking if they could come over, its like they eased out, wanted their space. While, first finding out that they were infact behaving like SHIT, did hurt, then the voice within said, “Happy Manifesting”. Like a flash, the thoughts of their last visit flashed and I knew the source. Amazing isn’t it! without saying a word a lot simply happened and YES it was a manifestation of my thought… without any provocation from me, the hurt feelings don’t exist, for there is no memory to trigger it! Loving the manifesting!!!

The power of BEING AWARE OF MANIFESTATIONS also brings with it, huge responsibility. There is an immediate need to EDIT thoughts before the set into motion. It is an auto move to say the right things, feel the right emotions, take control of immediate thoughts. Is it easy to always stay tuned… NO… Each time you pin point the exact moment of the shift and breathe yourself back into the awareness of the present moment, you conquer another realm of learning to lean how to manifest. Another very important part in manifesting, is to be AWARE of emotions all around you, especially the emotions that come from people whom you truly truly trust. They have the power to influence your awareness. These challenges apart, manifesting is a cake walk.

Just as I decided to end this note, another thought comes my way… “Had you found the connector, you wouldn’t have been blogging”… the voice fades out… time for me find the connector and I can promise you, it will find me… and I shall feel silly, for some thought would’ve prompted me to go there… before this :))

Happy Manifesting!!

Bookishly Dee

Awaken the Giant Within : How to Take Immediate Control of Your Mental, Emotional, Physical and Financial Destiny!

I am now writing a review on a book I haven’t finished. The fascinating  fact is that it isn’t the book it more about the power of not being able to read forward till you have absorbed and taken action on the previous chapter that has kept the book going. I have read many books, this qualifies to be the first that has kept me taking ONE action before reading forward.

The book is brilliantly written. Its almost like having a personal mentor and if you have read it with the honesty of wanting to absorb the content… well… like me… you’ll be stuck to a chapter and find it difficult to read on till you have managed to create an experience from the previous chapter.

I’ve created my goals… fascinating… that each of these goals seems to have absorbed my thoughts and each day I notice something new happening to create the reality of each. In my opinion, this book gives you the needed push in the direction you want to take… more importantly, each of the exercises de-clutters the thoughts into major action points. No matter where you are at… it gives you an insight to where you want to be… and in doing so, you will also reach within and find that you have more to be grateful for than NOT.

another very important discovery you will make while you do the different exercises is… to listen more often than you talk… so that you can hear the guidance that comes from deep within. I know this power as intuition and have given it the joy of communicating with God. You may look at it as prompts or ideas or whatever else it is that your mind deems fit, enough to follow through.

Well. if you were to ask me… I would tell you… that buying this book was accidental, didn’t go to buy it… it was recommended strongly by the shop keeper… he insisted so much… that I couldn’t help it… I just bought it… I wonder what his life would be like if he chose to read the book that he so excitedly recommends… Its a question only he can answer and we can wonder.

If you want to truly impact your life… pick up this book… it will change the way you look at life… it will give you the foundation you need to truly live the rest of your life.

In conversation with….

…Dee. I’ve been doing almost nothing for a week and its disturbing me. Just a couple of meetings , cricket and Veer have filled up my diary for the week. Would you believe that for the last 24 hours I’ve been feeling unwell… finding it rather tiring, mentally to handle this.

Just the feeling of letting my mind wander into the vacant spaces in my life is causing more pain… for all of you who have been through this… let me know how you got out… and for those who are hearing of this for the first time… mark this space for the symptoms ;)

I don’t know if it is easier to bust your ass for someone else’s profit or work for yourself. In the last couple of months its been more meetings than work. I am wondering if that is the way all business starts… everyday there is a new learning and its fascinating and frustrating to learn at snail pace.

It is amazing how the point of thought changes from auto to manual. For most of us who are used to working for other people and finding all that could be set right in their processes there is an even greater pressure to create a world called business that is led by empowering the human spirit instead of burdening it with profit loss and revenue. For if you have read the lives of  people who made it big… I’ve had the joy of meeting and working with some of them… It is fascinating to see how passion led their path even when all else told them to quit!!

Making this frustration count is the story that must be told. You need to fight the internal need to take it easy to make things happen and you will be surprised how brilliant the path that unfolds is… there is a special excitement in the unfolding.

The power path of gratitude during this phase is the most intriguing…

Presentations that used to be 60 minutes of work have how converted to 60hrs… in thanking God for the blessing of being able to complete it… was a prompt to call a friend I’d promised to call… the learning… “ Get yourself to a Cafe Coffee day or a Five Star Hotel lounge and make your presentations… It gets done in a flash” . In accepting that things are going at snail pace is a realisation in itself I guess. In meeting or getting to know more people who are possibly headed in the same direction, the fascination that there is more to what I can do than I can’t.

Another brilliant understanding, well, you need a space you define as office to get into the mode of WORK. Simple, we associate home with rest, comfort and relaxation. Therefore, working from home, slows the pace of work. You take more breaks than you’d take while in office. Things to do at home continue to come in focus and take most of your time and attention. There is also this overwhelming need to switch on the TV and check what’s airing… just for a break… that takes up enormous time.

The connection between the calls you get are the thoughts you think. When I need a little bit of advice or want to share a thought manifested … more often than not… the phone rings… it usually is a call from someone who will not only listen patiently, who will also point to a possible way forward. The fascinating fact about being in this phase is that, it takes moments like writing these thoughts and making new foundations for remaining fascinated by the process. Till I started writing this piece, I didn’t realise how precious every manifestation really is… I am thankful, more now, than ever for every frustration… in sharing it… unedited from the core of my being comes the realisation that all is SWELL in my abundant world.

Got to sign out now… I’m waiting for another answer and the phone is going to ring ;) 

MahiFesting II

When I first chanced upon the joy of manifesting 11 years ago, the point of introduction was FAITH. The place: Divine Retreat Centre, POTTA. The understanding WHOOPIE!!!

Back then, I knew no technique or didn't have too much insight on the working of miracles. I just BELIEVED and life manifested its glories one at a time. The gift continues to be faith that Jesus created me super special... for super special reasons and even though it may sound way out of the normal... well it has been true for me today, as it has been for all the years I've chosen a path more through instinct than distinct knowledge about it. I have believed this for so long that super special reasons to be thankful come up each and every moment of my life. Keeping a gratitude journal can sometimes be a true pleasure and very time consuming... when you truly assess all that you need to be grateful for.

The other day, as I sat and wrote in my gratitude journal, while I thanked, I thought, I heard, I was confused and then I decided to dwell on the thought and figure out the trigger or the reason why the thought is repeating itself. I have come to realise, when you do reach the trigger of any change in your life, it has an unlikely HERO of an incident that initiated that shift.

In the last 3 years, I've been developing my ability to follow my instincts and that too has come from a very unusual source. For those of you who have known me and know me, know about the Dhoni chapter. My fascination with the man and the many manifestations seeded by instinct and confirmed by results. It's such a brilliant rush to even remember them right now that it fills every thought with a million memories that seem to have created super impact points in my life. Where I am today is a result of the trigger of that one moment and the brilliance that it has brought to every other area of my life.

While being fascinated with Mahi, well, I learnt a trick or two about following my instincts... I learnt how to take an action immediately, based on an instinct. Learn to look at the brighter side of things (this applies, especially to the few matches we've lost), control on my cigarettes... ha ha ... it makes us lose games ;). For the first time I am a fan of a cricket team... I know all the players by name and slowly getting to know their game ;) I find it easy to take up a challenge and simply believe that it shall come to pass and the bigger lesson... well... letting go. Brilliance, is to find the pattern and predict. I've even learnt how to visualise and manifest... many lessons ONE crush and growing strong each day.

What all did I manifest before I discovered the hidden lesson of following my instincts??? Well, 2 phenomenal matches at Delhi... both times, Chennai Super Kings beat Delhi on their home ground. Actually meeting with him and chatting up with him... can't complete this without mentioning Divya Puri, who actually dragged me and made me say "Hello" and stood beside me, whispering in my ears about this being MY DREAM... and the pumping up statements of JUST DO IT!! Love you Divya for the bestest present as a friend ever. Another person who I cannot finish this piece without mentioning, well Tania Suri, who did a number special little things for me and made me smile. Whenever she would get a picture of him, she'd promptly mail it to me or call me the moment she saw him or spoke to him. I guess I spoke so much about him to so many people that most of my friends often think or call me the moment they see him. How exciting, since it has resulted in more calls from friends and the trigger is something as omnipresent as Mahi on a hoarding. What was even more fascinating than meeting him, was the ability to differentiate between being a fan and being fascinated and actually telling him about it. Maybe, in a brilliant way, not closing the circle of the meeting, he still owes me a picture which I took a rain check on ;) I was surprised to have noticed the fact that the meeting was a manifestation of exactly how I thought it would be, nothing more, nothing less. Also, made me realise that anything is possible with me I just need someone to drag me to do it. The phenomenal result, well, I've heightened by manifesting prowess.

He doesn't even know me... He met me only once... I just know that there are more special moments that will manifest from this manifestation someday soon, triggered by the acknowledgment of the lesson. Someday soon, you may hear him mention me : ) another manifestation waiting in the wings.

Here's what I want for you, when you read this. I'd love for you to flip through your memories to search for your lesson, acknowledge it. Think of all the UNLIKELY Hero's in your life, that have created the person you are today. Acknowledge the brilliance of your life, special, just the way it is. I feel blessed to have a story to share and I hope I have been able to trigger a new process of manifesting... or as I would like to now call it... MahiFesting. The very name feels like a celebration in itself.

To all my friends who giggle and grin... love you for listening to me ranting about him all the time... like a love sick puppy... a few manifestations later, these will be the stories you tell of me... glad I created a memory you won't forget. I'll remind you to tell me... 10 years from now... when we laugh then... it will be nostalgia of own growing older and kinkier ;)