Weapons or Weigh Upon Us?

Writing has been one of my fondest escapes and the more I write, the more I discover how vast the spaces between WORD and MEANINGS can be. Discovering within me and around me an Illusion that calls to be recognised, held in front of the mirror and explored.

Mankind is at a point of “RETURN OF SPIRIT”, something not many of us are recognising, the completion of the trinity is at hand and we, the “people” are still looking for TANGIBLE proof!

It is becoming evident as you ride the wave of a more spirit filled knowing of “gratitude”, “law of attraction”, “positivism” that the calling is to move from MASS EMOTION to ME EMOTIONS! I am of the thought that this is the turning point in the way we see the world.

We are called to move away from external circumstances and precisely WHY the external circumstances have become so excruciating that we are often drawn to commit our energy and thoughts to things around us and so harsh are the realities, that even if we were to shut ourselves off from NEWS, well, the information finds other ways to get to to us and infiltrate within and create TURBULENCE. This internal turbulence is the main reason why we are stressed, uneased, always looking out for a scapegoat.

The PURPOSE, is for HUMANITY, US, to see that we need to have more AWARENESS of what is happening within US! Within us is where it all begins!

Weapons is a word I tripped upon and have been tripping on since I realised, that WEAPON in itself, in the physical realm, represents a visual real source of external destruction. These weapon annihilate, humanity. Making it easier for us to PICK EM UP and ELIMINATE external sources of TURBULENCE. While our forces use these same weapons to PROTECT us. The truth is that a WEAPON represents DEGRADATION, LESSER OF.. and eventually MAYBE NONE!

Now, how the word, is constructed in the ENERGY REALM, will give you a deeper more “significant” look at the vibration of the word and broaden your perspective and mine on the powerful weapons at large, unrecognised by the visual eyes, yet, annihilating energy and depleting HUMAN RE: SOURCE (

Human resources, vibrationally, is the “HUMAN REsponse to SOURCE” energy/vision, which ideally means HUMANS responding from a place in thought of who they really are, God Particles in the human form, therefore, from SOURCE.

Just as in an office, every employee is expected to respond from the VISION/GOALS or TARGETS of the COMPANY, so, are HUMANS called to do the same. In the case of humans, well, we all are created by the ONE FORCE, we call SOURCE/CREATOR/GOD, in my new understanding, the “infinite invisible” and we are called, everyday, to tap into the “infinite invisible” and live out the instructions. Which is also why, there is an upsurge of literature and coaching sessions, yoga, meditation, introspection, counseling  and HELP being made available to us, everyday! Inspirational/Motivational speakers are growing everywhere, with the purpose, of moving your thoughts from a place of HUMAN to a CONNECT with the DIVINE. Even the SPIRITUAL TEXTS from the ancient point out to the GENERATIONS before us, the impact points of HUMAN EVOLUTION come from CONNECTING with the UNIVERSAL SOURCE, we’ve come to know in more lay terms as GOD!

Bringing our attention back to the VIBRATION of the WORD “WEAPON”, when you say the word loud a couple of times, there is a resonance, that is if you’re tuned to the VIBRATION of the WORD, not just the WORD. Two words emerge, “WEIGH” and “UPON”, thus revealing to you that in the vibrational realm, even a WEAPON has an external purpose, which, well, we cannot IGNORE, we see the many new ways people are KILLING each other in the flesh. They’ve even begun and continue to use themselves as weapons, to kill! Rape is a huge and very powerful example of the same. 

Where weapon sounds like “weigh upon”, the plural of the same word sounds like “weigh upon us”. Now bring yourself back to your own life, what are the thoughts and feelings that make you EMOTE? Who are the people around you that make you cringe? What is the situation in your life that is causing you to feel let down or drained? What words do you use, that create a void within you? What are your fears? What are you afraid will happen, to you, your family or your immediate surroundings that makes you angry?

Now look around your social set up, what are the events that are causing you to grieve, hurt, anger and feel an emotion that is not from LOVE or of LOVE? What are the events that draw you away from feeling Gratitude for YOU and all YOU really ARE? Who makes you wish, you weren’t alive? What thoughts that are being repeated make you feel scared about yourself and those whom you love?

KNOW, I say KNOW, because KNOW is an affirmative of being DOUBT free! Know that each of these things that “weigh upon us” draw us out  of our natural state of BEINGness, are WEAPONS in disguise. Just because, we haven’t YET, recognised them as WEAPONS it does not mean they are not at work.

Think back… before WHAT WE KNOW NOW, to have evolved, MAN HAD few EXTERNAL WEAPONS and FEW INTERNAL traumas. As the NEED FOR SURVIVAL became RELEVANT… especially since we’re taught early, that we survive in a planet that BREATHES “survival of the fittest”, the more external weapons we created, the reflection of our external fear also became our internal fear. Our internal fears, created more internal “weigh upon us” and thus, now, if you look around, sickness in THOUGHT, WORD and DEED!

Thought words that “weigh up on us” : Hate, discrimination, lust, power, poverty, submission, war, catastrophe, END.

Words that  WEIGH UPON US: Divorce, abandonment, lonliness, distrust, dislike, scarcity, deprivation, disease… DEATH

Deeds that “weigh upon us” : Rape, Scams, Fraud, Murder, war, fight, anger, scarcity.

KNOW your WEAPONS … Live in Love!

The Trinity Assist

If there ever was a moment in time to write what I feel, this is it. The hero behind every success or failure is a CHOICE. I have come to realise that the most powerful experiences are born from choices made at the level of INTUIT.

Intuit, a word we hear often, yet, do not understand the vibration of or understand the magnificence of. The potentcy of intuit, is born from the core vibration of “who you are” and “experiences”. Don’t be misled by the voices in your head as intuit and follow them blindly. Intuit is a BY PRODUCT of the dominant vibration/thought you make choices from.

Now take a simple situation, you have experienced a SETBACK in your relationship: The dominant vibration of your thought is the CAUSES & EFFECTS of the SETBACK. The PERSPECTIVE would be either that of a VICTIM or VICTOR. Since, SETBACK is your main focus, you will invite thoughts, feelings and actions that are born from the vibration of SETBACK! This means you’ve given the SETBACK importance, wanting, waiting, yearning to come clean of the SETBACK. Often, when you’re thinking of a SETBACK, you’re inviting more thoughts that match SETBACK, more words that affirm SETBACK and more ACTIONS that therefore CONFIRM SETBACK!

Don’t be surprised, if you’re spewing venom. Imagining yourself wronged and working towards affirming it. What you’re forgetting in the same process, is that you’re the mirror, the view is yours, the vision is yours, the thoughts are yours, the actions are yours and YES! the OUTCOME is yours.

Now, you may ask “Dee, how do I get out of this?”… if that is the question you’ve asked, well, the healing has already begun, because, you’ve just made a CHOICE… a choice, that says, “I really do want to feel better”.

Now, let’s work on REVERSING another perspective here and see where we go!

Now if we looked at the word SETBACK, there are THREE PERSPECTIVE views, maybe more, but taking THREE is to assist you in understanding the powerful vibration of the TRINITY it represents. The trinity is 3 parts in one all creation is part of the trinity and the trinity is part of all creation and hence, by the law of creation, well, everything created MUST THEREFORE have three parts:

1) YOU, Super Conscious, Creator Vibration, God, Eternal, Infinite Invisible: Mysterious, something you can tune into when the dominant vibration is KNOW

2) He/She/It/They/Them/Those, Conscious, Human Vibration, Man, External, Finite Visible: What you see, feel, smell, hear, taste… is all in this vibration. This is the vibration from which you BELIEVE, the belief is born of experiences and experiments.

3) WE, Sub-Conscious, Soul Vibration, Soul, Internal, In-Finite In-Visible: This is the vibration in which your CHOICES are revealed to you. This is where you CHOOSE from your KNOW or your BELIEVE and this is the space in which you RAISE your VIBRATION. This is really where the secret of all VIBRATIONS are revealed. You life your KNOW PURPOSE or BELIEVE PURPOSE. This is the vibration in which MEDITATION happens. Depth is revealed.

So, now let’s take a look at SETBACK from the TRINITY!

1) Super Conscious: SETBACK has purpose, it is asking you to take one step back and review the LESSON being revealed. In this vibration you will always see the WORD from your CREATOR CONSCIOUSNESS! Just like you and I, words, were created with a PURPOSE… so beautifully told to us in the bible, “and the word was made flesh and dwelt amongst(within) us”. If every word has a creator vibration, we will not be able to tap into it, unless, the vibration from which we seek to understand the word, isn’t in the same vibration as the creator sees it. Therefore, PRAYER, MEDITATION, FOCUS, AFFIRMATIONS, CONCENTRATION and SURRENDER are powerful tools to ASSIST us in reaching the CREATOR vibration of the word. SETBACK, is a beautiful way to assist you in reaching the CREATOR PURPOSE of the SETBACK! When you raise the vibration, you begin to see, how you have attracted the setback and more importantly WHY you have attracted the set back. In this vibration, it is all about YOU! This is a personal vibration, in this vibration, you will begin to understand how YOU are responsible, what choices you have and what it is that you can learn and remember.

2) Conscious: SETBACK, well, there are causes and effects. In this vibration, SETBACK, is a result of the external, the effects of what you SENSE from your immediate and extended environment. When this vibration is active and dominant, we see the causes and effects of the vibration of setback. Feeling hurt, betrayed, abandoned, angry, disappointed, wronged. In the conscious realm, the effects of SETBACK are comprehended by external inflictions. In the conscious realm, we are all connected to each other by how we experience and what we BELIEVE to be true. This is an effect of the “thoughts” of the collective human consciousness and the understanding thereof.

3) Sub-Conscious: The sub-conscious bridges the KNOW|LEDGE gap between the Super Conscious vibration and the Conscious vibration. It is in this realm of the vibration that the balance is revealed. The bridge between what you KNOW and BELIEVE. It is at the SUB-CONSCIOUS level, that the experiences are revealed from the super conscious perspective to the conscious perspective and vice versa, from the conscious perspective to the super conscious perspective. In this realm is when we experience déjà vu, miracles, oneness, balance, why, how, who, what, when and where of a SETBACK. It is in the sub-conscious, that the PURPOSE is served to the asking and purpose is revealed in a SETBACK. It is in this realm that the SUPER CONSCIOUS communicates with the CONSCIOUS and the ONEness is found. The greatest experience of this realm of vibration is in finding the ANSWERS to many CONSCIOUS WHY’s as it is KNOWN to the SUPER CONSCIOUS and meant to be understood. Balance in seeing a SETBACK as a GIFT comes to you at this vibration. For it is the soul vibration, that keeps all the records of thoughts and yes, the things they become.

Most of us are trained by our LIFE EXPERIENCES to ACT upon a thought or word or circumstance in our CONSCIOUS awareness and hence, we’re effected by the dominant vibration of the visible world, the havoc and the hurt. It is natural, therefore, to be drawn into a possible drama of the collective conscious of the visible world and then think, act and BE from it.

So, don’t be surprised, that a larger part of our visible world is shaky and hurtful, they’re absorbing conscious awareness and living from it. The power to change is when you tap into the SUPER CONSCIOUS, a vibration in which you truly and most profoundly see everyone and everything from the creator power and accept that “that which they do, has a PURPOSE. The purpose to AWAKEN to the SUB CONSCIOUS knowledge of the  PERFECT, WHOLE and COMPLETE vibration of creation. Since this is a challenge, especially if you’re GROUNDED in the VISIBLE REALITY and the EFFECTS of the VISIBLE REALITY. The next and most important step you will ever take, is to begin to find ways to tap into your SUB CONSCIOUS and find the balance you need to raise your personal vibration to the realm in which all is PERFECT WHOLE AND COMPLETE or the SUPER CONSCIOUS vibration of YOU!

Now, take another quick glance at your SETBACK and measure for yourself, the vibration from which you are making CHOICES. KNOW that you have the choice to move from  what you BELIEVE to be TRUE, to what you KNOW to be true. Raise your vibration to the level of healing and wholeness and you’ll know then…

That your SETback, is really a SETup to assist you reach a higher level of conscious awareness. Each one of us is individually responsible for raising our personal vibration and in doing so, we, partake in raising the collective consciousness of the conscious visible world.

Take a moment, now, to THINK and THANK for a brand new vibration of MANIFESTING WITH GRATITUDE, AWARE of the VIBRATION from which you’re transmitting THOUGHTS.

I fast… We Feast: Learning of the day about LACK!!

It is beautiful to keep learning with each day I continue to be a good RECEIVER!! I understand at a deeper level, that there is an INNER HEALING that is first brought to the surface through things I experience, during my day!! And as the healing is complete… the learning is revealed!!

Looks like, this journey is destined to do special things in my life… and the lives that IT CHOOSES to DRAW unto itself!! It is moving that every word, that is drawn into the initiative, is channeled with a purpose, far greater than just the word!! A new revealing about the ACTIVE reason why I feel LACK… and through GRATITUDE in the feasting, A new celebration of the variation of vibration and meaning, which I guess is the REASON why each of our experiences with the text draws our own UNIQUE experiences!!

Just feel the gratitude of the HINTS in status messages… that have TRIED to draw my attention at an earlier time!!! A deeper quest was on… that has brought me to this absolutely astounding MOMENT in time… as I write this… I am also listening to the EMPOWERING HYMN of SURRENDER to GOD’s divine abundance in my life “In His Time”

I was scrolling down my profile… to find the status message… and here’s what all I found… yay!!

So true for today!! While I wanted to FEAST in the ABUNDANT by birth, it came wrapped in feelings and situations WHERE LACK OF really stood taller than my feeling of ABUNDANCE!!!

Then again, I felt HURT, betrayed, sad, upset … CRAVING to WANT to FEEL GOOD!! I realised for once, the SOURCES for my feeling bad were PEOPLE, external SOURCES. WOW!! What an INSIGHT!!! Left me smiling, as I put the KNOW ALLOW ACCEPT MANIFEST into ACTION!! I ALLOWED all sources of LACK, ACCEPTED all sources of LACK!!

The MANIFESTED truth… that over the last couple of weeks, SOURCE has been guiding me, preparing me for this new lesson… and TODAY finally it is REVEALED, that GRATITUDE had drawn my attention to ABUNDANCE, but for me to really LIVE IT… I needed to KNOW the WHY IT WASN’T in Effect HAPPENING… RIGHT NOW… as I complete this post… I KNOW I AM HEALED OF MY LACK!! I have ALLOWED GOD’s LOVE to SHOW ME WHY… I have ACCEPTED the LESSON and released the BLOCKS!! All set to MANIFEST a new NOW for myself and ALL THAT IS!!

I KNOW the WHY OF PEOPLE!! In Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

I ALLOW a new awareness a new direction!! Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

I ACCEPT a new THOUGHT a New HEALING a New REVEALTION to fill my KNOWING!! In Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

And CELEBRATE the HEALING as the MANIFESTED joy of my life!!

Here’s wishing you a brilliant new experience of your own with I Fast… We Feast!! To a more Dedicated Enthusiastic Empowered Positive Life!!!

Always in deep Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

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Today I learnt: I Fast from Greed… I Feast in ABUNDANCE!!

Today as I affirm India, I choose to consciously ABSTAIN from GREED in all it's forms... I Feast in the KNOWING that GRATITUDE and ABUNDANCE is MINE by RIGHT!!#I fast... We Feast :DeePositive

 

I Fast... We Feast: Learning of the day!!

As I personally tried practicing abstinence from Greed today... I learnt a new lesson, to share!! Greed reared it's ugly head in the form of IMPATIENCE today!!

Greed rears it's UGLY head with IMPATIENCE… in my life!! When what I WANT becomes the CORE FOCUS of my attention… I move from the vibration of ABUNDANCE to a vibration of LACK!! And LACK my darlings, ONLY ATTRACTS more awareness of LACK!! It is like a VOID that get’s larger and larger and begins to take us away from our INNER KNOWING!!

Something to THINK about and ask ourselves!!

HOW DOES GREED feature in my life?? How DOES GRATITUDE and ABUNDANCE feature in my life today??

For me… here’s what it was like… I am sharing with an intention to SHARE THIS AWARENESS that I HAVE DRAWN… that I may EMPTY myself enough, that GRATITUDE may work on FILLING MY VOID with a NEW LEARNING TOMORROW!! In Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

I wanted more attention/Ate beyond my hunger/felt out of alignment/experienced jealousy/Experienced insecurity/ Kept looking for ASSURANE/ Kept looking BACK for MISTAKES, said some mean things, I would never have said, felt taken for granted, compared my life with that of others, MY AWARENESS was FOCUSED on LACK and my vision blurred, and it all started with ONE EXPECTATION, ONE DESIRE… ONE FOCUS in an EXTERNAL CRAVING for ATTENTION and AFFIRMED ACTION… Pendulum, I tell you .

As I write this right now... My vibration moved to GRATITUDE AND ABUNDANCE in the KNOWING, that my experiences were meant to bring my GREED FORMS into my awareness!! Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

As I draw myself to the power of abundance in my life, I see my ANGELS of GRATITUDE smile back at me!!! People who filled my day with a deeper sense of GRATITUDE IN ACTION and I KNOW that my EXPERIENCE is COMPLETE in the KNOWING that Gratitude is FLOWING!! The Fact that the first words that begun my day were meant to GUIDE it… fills me with a DEEPER sense of GRATITUDE!! My understanding tells me… that all THOSE who were CHALLENGING me today… BRINGING OUT THE WORST IN ME… were infact my BLESSING’s in DISGUISE, for if it weren’t for them… I wouldn’t have EXPERIENCED this WOW moment!! When I see the day from GRATITUDE, I learnt something NEW… so beautiful, so profound, that I KNOW NOW that even my status is a reflective of my CONSCIOUS choice, even if the reason was EXTERNAL, I chose this morning (unconsciously) to begin my day with a powerful learning to CHOOSE my POWER PATH of the day!! just a few hints on how Gratitude and abundance unfolded today, I am sharing with you some of it… in the forms they arrived and how they made me smile!!! In Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS, for each one of you are ANGELS, sent by GOD to remind me and keep me in his presence!!!

ALL PERSONAL nothing PRACTICAL... ALL GRATITUDE nothing ACCIDENTAL: DeePositive

 

Draws so much more of my alignment to a new wave of Gratitude… a New Learning… A new Awareness!!! These are just to mention a very few… there is so much more I’d like to share… some tiny riddles ALL FROM SOURCE, OF SOURCE, FOR SOURCE!!

What a blissful day it’s been DEEPER IN MY KNOWING and even DEEPER in GRATITUDE to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

Now, I am INSPIRED, day III and I FAST… WE FEAST is becoming a PATH of INNER HEALING and GREATER Gratitude!! A new understanding of HOW

when I FAST with AWARENESS as the core intent … I Feast in GRATITUDE of of a much GREATER CONTENT!! I Celebrate I ..  I Empower WE!!!

Here is wishing you an I Fast… We Feast Experience of your own!!!

When you share an experience, you create a ripple… and when it’s from the SOUL the effects of it quite triple  

In Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS

Here’s an interesting way to look at it…

… it is almost working up the thought muscles as I write this piece. When a new thought decides to take centre stage and all that you can really do is write it soon enough not to lose it… and share it soon enough so other’s can use it!!

I always wondered why I was chosen to be born into a family which has seen all shades of relationships… my memories go way back to the time when I was 3 years old… size of body seems to have some relationship with the size of memory . With all the OH SO NOT DESIRABLE circumstances we’ve been through … our smiles are our way of saying “thank you God for the power to overcome and excel in your name”

Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

Here’s what my awareness has prompted me to understand from my past… my Gratitude to the knowing… allowing… accepting and manifesting the change it brings… within me… and around me!!

• My Gratitude to their dream of independence… Today we are 3 independent women living lives that would’ve been the three possible routes of living their own… each one of us is a reflective of decisions they took… and the results thereof!
• Gratitude to their talents… Today each of my talents has a root in their WANTS as young people. I have the joy of passion towards events from my father and the brilliance of natural talents in the arts from my mother and from both of them, a heartfelt connection and appreciation for my grand parents who have added to the flavour of completing me spiritually.
• Gratitude to their lives… Today I have learnt to deal with life one baby step at a time… prompted by an internal need for evolving into a complete me, they always wished they could be.
• Gratitude to their dream of health. Today I find new ways to be healthy spiritually that my spiritual health may energise my physical health and in turn radiate into my conscious life on this earth.
• Gratitude to their failures. Today I’ve learnt to tap into the inner knowing of the way I feel and and have learnt to use it to sustain myself. It is also essential to understand that I have evolved from the awareness of failure as I hear it from them and graduate to the awareness of success, by following my instinct, aware, that my EGO will play spoilt sport, since the knowledge I received from my DNA is of the awareness of lack.
• Gratitude to their quest for healing their own lives. Today I find myself in the centre of magnetising the healing I need to clear history and the additional resources I need to extend this healing around me. That my own children may evolve from this point onward.
• Gratitude to their CONFIDENCE in themselves. Today I have learnt to take a stand in awareness of my inner quest for being, un-phased by the circumstantial evidence of life as I know it… that comes from their confidently knowing that inner strength is what got them through to the outer strength to follow through on their inner knowing. I have learnt that irrespective of the circumstances presented to me, the truth of being is greater than what we can see if and only if we learn to focus beyond it!
• Gratitude to them separating. Today, we’ve had the joy of experiencing them in totality, without any need for us to SIMPLY accept what we’re told to believe. We are able to take a simple situation and read between the lines, learn from it and release the circumstance and live the lesson it presents.
• Gratitude to their belief. Both my parents are truly the two poles of creation… so distinctly different in their approach to life and to life’s lessons… and as an evolved DNA of their coming together, the three of us are equally poles apart in our understanding and living of our lives.

I could write a book on the subject with the knowledge I’ve drawn through this knowing… It is also a wonderful reason for each of us to evaluate our lives with respect to the DNA we represent…

Respect your parents, love them, understand them, they are the foundation thought of your own personal evolution… Understand them better that you may begin to understand yourselves better and live from a point of Gratitude, in the knowing that you’re greatest evolution and acceptance of yourself comes from KNOWING, ALLOWING and ACCEPTING the DNA you’ve evolved from!

In Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS for a new, more complete experience of ME through the awareness of both my connection and blocks with my parents, whom I chose to be born to… with the knowing that I am an evolved vibration of their thought.

Begin a new relationship with your parents today!!!