My word for the day : CHANGE ;)

We all want to change the world, change our circumstances, change outcomes, change incomes, change status and change countries too!

Change is the ever creating vision that leads us on to the next… the next best option, the next best outcome, the next best friend and the next best feeling!

Change is a KEY to understanding the present moment. We’re asking for change and now, we’ve been gifted perspectives and people. The big question is, are we allowing change or simply observing change.

13 years ago, when I started my professional journey seriously, I wanted change in the way people and businesses function. I learnt from the best possible sources how I didn’t want to run my brand. Here’s the twist, today, I am creating change by making new choices, learning from my databank of memories as an employee and using it powerfully in my experience as an Entrepreneur.

Oh! May I promise you that it really is easy, the key is CHANGE! Everyday, you change how you feel about what you’re doing and how you’re doing and it causes you to change perspectives.

In my journey, there is much I’ve learned from sources that once made me so angry, not so much because of their choice of action but the feelings I understood they were fueling and yes, in many ways they continue to do so. They do it deliberately, to make you CHANGE your mind about goodness and I say this confidently, because I felt the change within me too! I felt the need to isolate people and wish them terrible fates. The change happened, when I understood clearly, that the intent was to divide and communicate, angst and selfish motives! I CHOSE carefully and deliberately not to allow them to seduce me into their emotion and yes… the end, spelt victory. The situation hasn’t changed, the people haven’t changed, the pattern hasn’t changed for a larger community, what really changed is MY perspective!

As I continue to LEARN about CHANGE, I am fascinated, the path to change is ROCKY and MURKY and filled with POTHOLES of EMOTION, held on to! It is brave to still want to walk the change.

Entrepreneurs understand that CHANGE is an OPPORTUNITY, that can be tailor made to CREATE a new vision forward. The KEY is understanding, that VISION cannot be PERSONAL in its larger perspective, it has to ORIGINATE at the INDIVIDUAL level and permeate through to the next level. This next level is your immediate area of influence, your family & friends.

They are the GAME CHANGERS, often providing you with vital clues of NEXT STEPS and areas of CONCERN more vehemently and decisively. They provide the foundation of GROWTH from an IDEA to a REALITY! These sources of CHANGE assist you and love you and are the edge protectors. They give you the necessary FRUSTRATION you need to COMMIT to your IDEA and YES your VISION!

CHANGE is first personal and then everything else and everyone else.

As an Entrepreneur, the path isn’t written in blood, to be followed, in is carved in thought to be created. It just doesn’t turn OUT according to your PLANS, there is much to learn and re:frame as you go along. There is much to commit to in THOUGHT, before the signs of CHANGE appear into your REALITY!

A good start is to THINK CHANGE and EXPERIMENT with CHANGE and CHANGE the EXPERIMENTS according to your learning… you have to keep CHANGE CURRENT… NOW… right where you are! Change is a GIFT you give of yourself to yourself!

The art of CHANGE is more powerful in THOUGHT, you just simply THINK a NEW THOUGHT and LIKE MAGIC… you have begun a new journey of CHANGE…

Know Change| Allow Change| Accept Change| Manifest Change a powerful process of Growth with Gratitude

Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS from ALL THAT IS!

I fast… We Feast: Learning of the day about LACK!!

It is beautiful to keep learning with each day I continue to be a good RECEIVER!! I understand at a deeper level, that there is an INNER HEALING that is first brought to the surface through things I experience, during my day!! And as the healing is complete… the learning is revealed!!

Looks like, this journey is destined to do special things in my life… and the lives that IT CHOOSES to DRAW unto itself!! It is moving that every word, that is drawn into the initiative, is channeled with a purpose, far greater than just the word!! A new revealing about the ACTIVE reason why I feel LACK… and through GRATITUDE in the feasting, A new celebration of the variation of vibration and meaning, which I guess is the REASON why each of our experiences with the text draws our own UNIQUE experiences!!

Just feel the gratitude of the HINTS in status messages… that have TRIED to draw my attention at an earlier time!!! A deeper quest was on… that has brought me to this absolutely astounding MOMENT in time… as I write this… I am also listening to the EMPOWERING HYMN of SURRENDER to GOD’s divine abundance in my life “In His Time”

I was scrolling down my profile… to find the status message… and here’s what all I found… yay!!

So true for today!! While I wanted to FEAST in the ABUNDANT by birth, it came wrapped in feelings and situations WHERE LACK OF really stood taller than my feeling of ABUNDANCE!!!

Then again, I felt HURT, betrayed, sad, upset … CRAVING to WANT to FEEL GOOD!! I realised for once, the SOURCES for my feeling bad were PEOPLE, external SOURCES. WOW!! What an INSIGHT!!! Left me smiling, as I put the KNOW ALLOW ACCEPT MANIFEST into ACTION!! I ALLOWED all sources of LACK, ACCEPTED all sources of LACK!!

The MANIFESTED truth… that over the last couple of weeks, SOURCE has been guiding me, preparing me for this new lesson… and TODAY finally it is REVEALED, that GRATITUDE had drawn my attention to ABUNDANCE, but for me to really LIVE IT… I needed to KNOW the WHY IT WASN’T in Effect HAPPENING… RIGHT NOW… as I complete this post… I KNOW I AM HEALED OF MY LACK!! I have ALLOWED GOD’s LOVE to SHOW ME WHY… I have ACCEPTED the LESSON and released the BLOCKS!! All set to MANIFEST a new NOW for myself and ALL THAT IS!!

I KNOW the WHY OF PEOPLE!! In Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

I ALLOW a new awareness a new direction!! Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

I ACCEPT a new THOUGHT a New HEALING a New REVEALTION to fill my KNOWING!! In Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

And CELEBRATE the HEALING as the MANIFESTED joy of my life!!

Here’s wishing you a brilliant new experience of your own with I Fast… We Feast!! To a more Dedicated Enthusiastic Empowered Positive Life!!!

Always in deep Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

Write us your story if you have one of the I Fast… We Feast experience!! We’d love to feature it on the blog as well as on the page!! You can write to us on info@deepositive.com!!

And finally… Presenting K.A.A.M!!

Since I began writing my first book last year in April, I kept looking for the RIGHT editor, the RIGHT time, the RIGHT campaign, the RIGHT million other things!

Then this morning when I woke up, all I was hearing in my head is “Make an E-Book and release it!!” and so, like the many times in my life, that I have acted on prompt alone, I present to you MY FIRST book, K.A.A.M the power manifesting tool, that is a book presented through me, yet comes from the SOURCE of WHO I AM!! A book that in fact has only been written by me. The content, the energy of this book is governed by the ALL KNOWING and I feel blessed to have been chosen to share it!!

May the vibration of the book draw you to a deeper understanding of WHO YOU ARE and WHERE YOU CAN CHOOSE to be by PAYING ATTENTION to YOURSELF!!

Have a Happy Manifesting journey of your personal experiences through the content!!

My Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS … the source of WHO I AM… for the blessing of the manifesting of the first step of being an author!!

I feel like a child now, a little nervous in the person and very excited in spirit!!

K.A.A.M click to begin your personal journey of Know Allow Accept Manifest!!

An Open Letter: Thank you for breaking my heart :)

I really want to THANK YOU for the joy you've unknowingly given me... I guess I didn't realise the power of this trip till I finally took the decision to take the flight to GOA. The joy I've felt since I reached the city is phenomenal... last year I came here and my Professional life took a turn for the best. This year I knew it was to be a year of PERSONAL breakthrough and so, it is proving to be.

God knows what's best... I believe that more now than ever... it broke my heart to see our plan go down in sinking sand. It hurt so bad when I first felt it... I was horrified at the way I felt... Yet it presented itself as an opportunity to back off with my dignity intact. Loving you is my LEARNING and in ACCEPTING the LESSON... my release. The discovery is that my attachment to you really has more to do with LEARNING than loving and in accepting that I've released all the bad feelings. Maybe, the only reason God introduced you into my life was to help me understand myself better and learn to love being my own person.

I have never doubted you love me... just that maybe... we're both looking for a very specific type of relationship and both of us are very SURE of what we want... we've changed stances over and over again to accommodate each other. I can vouch for the many changes I've seen through the 2 and a half years of knowing you and I really do appreciate all the changes you've made to TRY and adjust to us being together :) As we continue to evolve personally so do our relationships with each other and with God, in whom we both TRUST, far more than we know it ;)

I know God puts us through these phases to teach us something new... each time a new lesson appears!!! It is beautiful to see how magnificent God's love is in our lives...HIS PURPOSE is reflected through the FIRST EXPERIENCES of our relationship. You are a bouquet of firsts for me and I am truly grateful for ALL THE GOOD and the NOT SO GOOD that have come from our knowing each other. I know there's lot more to come... God's using us in each other's lives to REFINE us into GOLD... Our ACCEPTING this will make the hills and valleys an adventure!!!

I truly wish we could've used this GOA time to REDEFINE our KNOWING... Yet, God seemed to have different plans... I wish I knew them... falling off the HAPPINESS of BEING with you DREAM has landed me in the lap of God's plan for my life... and it's making me SMILE... for I know that HIS plans are always better than our plans.

Please forgive me if I reacted immediately to you breaking my heart... it took a while to ALLOW GOD to pick up the pieces with me and enable able to see you through his love for me more than always wanting to see me through your love for me!!!

Have yourself a MERRY CHRISTMAS and blessed 2011

I love you... for you're Jesus' gift of LEARNING to ME!!!

Here’s an interesting way to look at it…

… it is almost working up the thought muscles as I write this piece. When a new thought decides to take centre stage and all that you can really do is write it soon enough not to lose it… and share it soon enough so other’s can use it!!

I always wondered why I was chosen to be born into a family which has seen all shades of relationships… my memories go way back to the time when I was 3 years old… size of body seems to have some relationship with the size of memory . With all the OH SO NOT DESIRABLE circumstances we’ve been through … our smiles are our way of saying “thank you God for the power to overcome and excel in your name”

Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

Here’s what my awareness has prompted me to understand from my past… my Gratitude to the knowing… allowing… accepting and manifesting the change it brings… within me… and around me!!

• My Gratitude to their dream of independence… Today we are 3 independent women living lives that would’ve been the three possible routes of living their own… each one of us is a reflective of decisions they took… and the results thereof!
• Gratitude to their talents… Today each of my talents has a root in their WANTS as young people. I have the joy of passion towards events from my father and the brilliance of natural talents in the arts from my mother and from both of them, a heartfelt connection and appreciation for my grand parents who have added to the flavour of completing me spiritually.
• Gratitude to their lives… Today I have learnt to deal with life one baby step at a time… prompted by an internal need for evolving into a complete me, they always wished they could be.
• Gratitude to their dream of health. Today I find new ways to be healthy spiritually that my spiritual health may energise my physical health and in turn radiate into my conscious life on this earth.
• Gratitude to their failures. Today I’ve learnt to tap into the inner knowing of the way I feel and and have learnt to use it to sustain myself. It is also essential to understand that I have evolved from the awareness of failure as I hear it from them and graduate to the awareness of success, by following my instinct, aware, that my EGO will play spoilt sport, since the knowledge I received from my DNA is of the awareness of lack.
• Gratitude to their quest for healing their own lives. Today I find myself in the centre of magnetising the healing I need to clear history and the additional resources I need to extend this healing around me. That my own children may evolve from this point onward.
• Gratitude to their CONFIDENCE in themselves. Today I have learnt to take a stand in awareness of my inner quest for being, un-phased by the circumstantial evidence of life as I know it… that comes from their confidently knowing that inner strength is what got them through to the outer strength to follow through on their inner knowing. I have learnt that irrespective of the circumstances presented to me, the truth of being is greater than what we can see if and only if we learn to focus beyond it!
• Gratitude to them separating. Today, we’ve had the joy of experiencing them in totality, without any need for us to SIMPLY accept what we’re told to believe. We are able to take a simple situation and read between the lines, learn from it and release the circumstance and live the lesson it presents.
• Gratitude to their belief. Both my parents are truly the two poles of creation… so distinctly different in their approach to life and to life’s lessons… and as an evolved DNA of their coming together, the three of us are equally poles apart in our understanding and living of our lives.

I could write a book on the subject with the knowledge I’ve drawn through this knowing… It is also a wonderful reason for each of us to evaluate our lives with respect to the DNA we represent…

Respect your parents, love them, understand them, they are the foundation thought of your own personal evolution… Understand them better that you may begin to understand yourselves better and live from a point of Gratitude, in the knowing that you’re greatest evolution and acceptance of yourself comes from KNOWING, ALLOWING and ACCEPTING the DNA you’ve evolved from!

In Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS for a new, more complete experience of ME through the awareness of both my connection and blocks with my parents, whom I chose to be born to… with the knowing that I am an evolved vibration of their thought.

Begin a new relationship with your parents today!!!

The Book of Job!!!

4 reminders later… I am beginning to read the signboard!!!

First it was my sister who spoke to me… and she described Job, as a wonderful wonderful lesson to keep oneself grounded in faith even when all else seems to crumble all around!! A subject I’d often spoken to her about and yet, reading the book of Job easily connected her to the CORE of the lesson she needed to learn

Last Sunday Rev Arun Andrews  of RZIM spoke on the subject  emphasised on the LOSSES that JOB faced and how EVEN IN THE LOSSES he praised GOD!!! As he spoke, I was wonderfully transported into the WHY of my presence at this particular service and my gratitude extended to the heavens in the sheer KNOWING that God indeed has a greater plan for my life and the purpose of this period holds SOOOO many lessons to be cherished!

On Wednesday I watched a movie on sony pix “Keeping Mum” in which the subject of a Vicar’s speech at a convention was “God’s Mysterious ways” and a rather THOUGHT PROVOKINGLY written script that stayed longer with me than the rest of the movie  

On Thursday I was speaking with Aunty Colleen… someone who is really really the one person I share so much with…. and she spoke to me about the most important part of the story of JOB… the beginning WHEN GOD and Satan discussed JOB and the end of the book… when God Blessed JOB with double of all he lost!!!

While I realise that there are more than 4 reasons for me to read the book of Job… the deeper thought is to review it from the PERSPECTIVE of Gratitude!!

Could there be a reason far greater for the many reminders for me to read this book again? … for me to read between the lines of that which is written?… for me to express a greater gratitude for my own personal growth in faith?…. Or is it just for me to understand the PHASE which I am NOW in… and learn to truly be grateful for the brilliance of faith beaming straight through history into the present moment… with a PURPOSE of RESOLUTION!!!

hold on… watch out for this space…. God’s Mysterious Ways in Dee’s life is unfolding… a truth RECEIVED and SHARED is a TRUTH lived!!!

A thought away…

For the longest time I’ve been blogging I’ve always felt the need to write to you that which has touched my thoughts… often, these thoughts have no real relevance at the time and yet as time passes by the thought becomes a reality before my eyes and I wonder, “Did I not know this before??”

It has been such a surprising journey of thought becoming things that somewhere down the years, I’ve learnt to be a little laid back… in the knowing that the thought WILL eventually become a thing and that I will always KNOW when to take the BABY STEP required to ALLOW it to MANIFEST!! I’ve allowed myself the pleasure of learning with leisure for I KNOW God know’s what I’m meant to do! 

In wanting to set up my business 9 months ago I learned a brand new lesson, which has held me in really good stead and should be super helpful for you too if this is the path you’re on the edge of choosing.

It takes but a single THOUGHT to change your whole life and this is the truth the way I know it. It is the power of the thought that hold you for much longer than the circumstances it creates to check on your level of commitment to the thought itself! I can promise you that personally I’ve had a million second thoughts and third thoughts and fourth thoughts… and the learning has been that my first thought… DeePositive… was the strongest and most confident of them all and so, 9 months later I am still being DeePositive!

Here’s to all of you who are seeking a new direction or contemplating a change from where you ARE!!! Spend some quality time with your thoughts… write them down… let them fill you with their presence and knowledge… let the thoughts begin to become you… and when the thought that you’re going to live for the rest of your life finds you… it will shine brighter than the other and radiate farther than every other thought. It will grow on you, bring new ideas and lead you to a completely new reality… which in time you will find out… well… is your PURPOSE in this life!

All else found EXPRESSION when DeePositive found Dee!!!