Awestruck Tourist: Conflict

Had to take time out… when “Have To” lists become baggage and life is at a crossroad… the Awestruck Tourist creates a picture that makes it all SIMPLE

Conflict, is a state in which, our KNOWING does not match our CHECKLIST because we’ve chosen to stand in the shadow of expectations of a chequered checklist.

The Awestruck Tourist, is amused with how the conflict trap works… so silently. It’s as simple as YOU WANT … you don’t GET… you BLAME… you fret… you panic… you are anxious… you take action on impulse… you hurt… you hurt others… THAT IS CONFLICT!!!

Somewhere at the very beginning, you FORGOT to RE-MEMBER with the truth of YOU!! Nothing more nothing less… For when we speak of ONE GOD, ONE SOURCE that created ALL THAT IS!! Then, how did, one simple NOT GETTING create series of emotions… that happened to you… by sheer force of the FIRST ACT…. of not remembering the TRUTH of who you are!! When ALL THAT IS has been created for YOU. Why then must ONE single thing, not going your way… make you turn your back on Gratitude!

You learn along the way… that sometimes, it is more fun to stand still enough and let nothing happen… than JUMP to A CONCLUSION and LAND in (proverbial) SHIT!!

You learn that CONFLICT began with a THOUGHT you chose to ignore and it relentlessly kept repeating itself… through the many messengers it could find… for as long as you couldn’t find a reason to be GRATEFUL for the thought… your actions were being dictated to CONCLUDE… to a result YOU DID NOT WANT… to begin with!!

Conflict only arises when your influences are outside of you, dictating your direction, demanding action, pushing for a reaction … concluding that in someway, everyone is inferior than you… the Awestruck Tourist KNOWS

… That ALL THAT IS has a purpose and is created by the same source!

… CONFLICT has a purpose too!! To make you understand that there are shades of LOVE and LIGHT waiting in the wings to tell you their perspective.

… that sand storms, will only move you to WAIT… try your patience… hold you back from taking trip to NOWHERE Yet, there will be a moment… when all roads are clear for you to WALK …. KNOWING!!

… That each day will bring to your notice a new conflict… to remind you that your CREATOR has planned a special banquet for you… if only you’re willing to LET GO of your CHECKLIST and take one step at a time… ALLOWING GRATITUDE to lead you forward… to a destiny designed UNIQUELY for you

… That YOU are the most special person in your own destiny, ALL THAT IS is planned to get you to EVER AFTER… AWESTRUCK by the journey… ALLOWING one CONFLICT after the other to DISSOLVE into a path… less tread!!

… YOUR CONFLICT is YOU… standing in the way of EVER AFTER… because you have CHOSEN to ASK to be GUIDED by GRATITUDE… and yet… you trust not your STEP!!

… YOUR CONFLICT is a myth… you can choose to see the rain as SPOILING your VIEW… or beckoning you to stay long enough to see a rainbow… when the sun speaks to but a drop in synchronicity… Just for you!!

The Awestruck Tourist… sees CONFLICT through the KNOWING of Gratitude from which it is created… waiting for you!! Conflict but asks to be recognised… as it IS… and loved… as it IS… that it may refine you!! That you may, henceforth, find in CONFLICT an ALERT …

….. BE STILL AND KNOW THAT I AM GOD… for I come from the same source as you… and my purpose is but to remind you to return to SOURCE and SEEK again… ASK again… that you may RECEIVE again!!

That I may KNOW my work is DONE…

In GRATITUDE to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

 

 

An Awestruck Tourist: If God is FOR us WHO can be AGAINST ;)

The Awestruck Tourist, is a journey of the mind and how we interpret almost everything too soon  

On Friday, in the middle of a rather hectic morning, a challenge arrived at my door… a pretty obvious distraction from what I should be doing… the gravitational pull… a lot of things I had on my mind were being answered ((I was listening to exactly what I wanted to hear… ha ha ha))

In listening to him… the many YES’ to his READINGS ….reflected some of my thought questions! Each justified the NOW of where I am… in comparison to where I could be… had these SO CALLED FORCES not been against me

Yes… I know I am a loud mouth… more often than not… I tend to tell the world… excitedly… that which is conspiring in my life. Long before it has actually happened… more often than not… I’ve allowed the “OPINIONS” of other’s to become my own… and kinda blocked the good from happening Somewhere, down the line… I’ve allowed the spirit of the external to overshadow my inner knowing… my fault really!! Then again… here was an external source… reading my mind… magnetising and creating a feeling of “Oh! The world is my enemy and I am a victim… and this person… has been sent to make things right”.

If you’re smiling… you’ve just seen… in your mind’s eye… a similar sounding person in your life.

As part of our conversation… I fell… THOUGHT, WORD and INdeed for the sugar coated “Aapka Bhala ho, sabka bhala ho” line… till it came to giving him Rs. 1100/- he had me by CURIOSITY and kept me listening… only till I remembered the powerful name of “Jesus”, quite literally!!

…. The Awestruck Tourist…

The fear of the UNKNOWN enemy is a concept we all fall prey to… when all we really need to do is take RESPONSIBILITY. When we’re all created from ONE SOURCE… then we must KNOW that we all have but ONE PURPOSE too… to CREATE!!

Thoughts are energy, without saying a WORD, they can be transferred… and reflect back to you. People can read your FEAR first… why allow them the CONTROL??

We, sometimes unknowingly, invite CORRECTION into our lives… when we DOUBT our own ability to ACCEPT, that our life’s reality is made up of our decisions… influenced by the outside. If we’ve already won the “Survival of the fittest” race, by being born… what then are we competing NOW???

When we’re unsure… we THINK… when we THINK… we radiate… and then… we receive that which CONFIRMS our THOUGHTS!!

When things aren’t RIGHT, we feel OBLIGATED to CORRECT them… why must we CORRECT… why not LEARN and implement a new PATTERN of responding?

If you have enemies… celebrate them… if you LOOK BACK… they’re the ones who made to STAND UP and STAND OUT!!

People USE the power of reading your FEARS/QUERIES and use it, skillfully!! KNOW, that when GOD guides, you are bound to have periodic tests… ASK of him to always keep you aligned to HIS WILL, HIS PLAN… stay aligned in the midst of confusion, so that you may find a new space to be completely… TUNED to the best you have to offer.

Don’t read too much into a momentary LAPSE… it is blessed… to help you understand… that your FEAR just got the better of you. You forgot a very SIMPLE TRUTH!!

“If GOD is FOR US… WHO CAN BE AGAINST??” Romans 8:31

Only an AWESTRUCK TOURIST… KNOWS… that every experience is a LESSON to stay in GRATITUDE!!

Only an AWESTRUCK TOURIST… ALLOWS… every experience to REVEAL GRATITUDE!!

Only an AWESTRUCK TOURIST… ACCEPTS… that GOD created ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

Only an AWESTRUCK TOURIST… MANIFESTS… Gratitude in ALL THAT IS!!

For Gratitude… leads… ONE!!

And finally… Presenting K.A.A.M!!

Since I began writing my first book last year in April, I kept looking for the RIGHT editor, the RIGHT time, the RIGHT campaign, the RIGHT million other things!

Then this morning when I woke up, all I was hearing in my head is “Make an E-Book and release it!!” and so, like the many times in my life, that I have acted on prompt alone, I present to you MY FIRST book, K.A.A.M the power manifesting tool, that is a book presented through me, yet comes from the SOURCE of WHO I AM!! A book that in fact has only been written by me. The content, the energy of this book is governed by the ALL KNOWING and I feel blessed to have been chosen to share it!!

May the vibration of the book draw you to a deeper understanding of WHO YOU ARE and WHERE YOU CAN CHOOSE to be by PAYING ATTENTION to YOURSELF!!

Have a Happy Manifesting journey of your personal experiences through the content!!

My Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS … the source of WHO I AM… for the blessing of the manifesting of the first step of being an author!!

I feel like a child now, a little nervous in the person and very excited in spirit!!

K.A.A.M click to begin your personal journey of Know Allow Accept Manifest!!

Here’s an interesting way to look at it…

… it is almost working up the thought muscles as I write this piece. When a new thought decides to take centre stage and all that you can really do is write it soon enough not to lose it… and share it soon enough so other’s can use it!!

I always wondered why I was chosen to be born into a family which has seen all shades of relationships… my memories go way back to the time when I was 3 years old… size of body seems to have some relationship with the size of memory . With all the OH SO NOT DESIRABLE circumstances we’ve been through … our smiles are our way of saying “thank you God for the power to overcome and excel in your name”

Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

Here’s what my awareness has prompted me to understand from my past… my Gratitude to the knowing… allowing… accepting and manifesting the change it brings… within me… and around me!!

• My Gratitude to their dream of independence… Today we are 3 independent women living lives that would’ve been the three possible routes of living their own… each one of us is a reflective of decisions they took… and the results thereof!
• Gratitude to their talents… Today each of my talents has a root in their WANTS as young people. I have the joy of passion towards events from my father and the brilliance of natural talents in the arts from my mother and from both of them, a heartfelt connection and appreciation for my grand parents who have added to the flavour of completing me spiritually.
• Gratitude to their lives… Today I have learnt to deal with life one baby step at a time… prompted by an internal need for evolving into a complete me, they always wished they could be.
• Gratitude to their dream of health. Today I find new ways to be healthy spiritually that my spiritual health may energise my physical health and in turn radiate into my conscious life on this earth.
• Gratitude to their failures. Today I’ve learnt to tap into the inner knowing of the way I feel and and have learnt to use it to sustain myself. It is also essential to understand that I have evolved from the awareness of failure as I hear it from them and graduate to the awareness of success, by following my instinct, aware, that my EGO will play spoilt sport, since the knowledge I received from my DNA is of the awareness of lack.
• Gratitude to their quest for healing their own lives. Today I find myself in the centre of magnetising the healing I need to clear history and the additional resources I need to extend this healing around me. That my own children may evolve from this point onward.
• Gratitude to their CONFIDENCE in themselves. Today I have learnt to take a stand in awareness of my inner quest for being, un-phased by the circumstantial evidence of life as I know it… that comes from their confidently knowing that inner strength is what got them through to the outer strength to follow through on their inner knowing. I have learnt that irrespective of the circumstances presented to me, the truth of being is greater than what we can see if and only if we learn to focus beyond it!
• Gratitude to them separating. Today, we’ve had the joy of experiencing them in totality, without any need for us to SIMPLY accept what we’re told to believe. We are able to take a simple situation and read between the lines, learn from it and release the circumstance and live the lesson it presents.
• Gratitude to their belief. Both my parents are truly the two poles of creation… so distinctly different in their approach to life and to life’s lessons… and as an evolved DNA of their coming together, the three of us are equally poles apart in our understanding and living of our lives.

I could write a book on the subject with the knowledge I’ve drawn through this knowing… It is also a wonderful reason for each of us to evaluate our lives with respect to the DNA we represent…

Respect your parents, love them, understand them, they are the foundation thought of your own personal evolution… Understand them better that you may begin to understand yourselves better and live from a point of Gratitude, in the knowing that you’re greatest evolution and acceptance of yourself comes from KNOWING, ALLOWING and ACCEPTING the DNA you’ve evolved from!

In Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS for a new, more complete experience of ME through the awareness of both my connection and blocks with my parents, whom I chose to be born to… with the knowing that I am an evolved vibration of their thought.

Begin a new relationship with your parents today!!!

Review the View

there have been only but a few other moments in my understanding that have left me so silent…

as my story continues to unfold through the experiences of each day. A new life awaits to be allowed and I am in awe.

As I look at the PERSPECTIVE from where I NOW stand, the view is breathtaking, a score to be cherished, for a decade back, the road seemed rather dusty and the path tough, having journeyed thus far, I have realised a dream. A dream of an independent mind free of the many thoughts that once were my reality. As I write this I am filled with gratitude for every twist and turn in my tale. Each moment has cautiously led me to this new highway of thoughts.

I look back and I see, the amazing truth of creation… ASK and YOU SHALL RECEIVE. It is such a fascinating journey with so much to be super happy about, some fantastic potholes that stopped me in my tracks… some brilliant people who said NO and made me ask “why not?”. Some beautiful angels who strengthened my resolve to walk strong and still more beautiful reasons to celebrate all the hurt.

Would you believe that I have achieved 100% of what I wanted back then today!! Its awesome, till I got down to counting, I didn’t realise how far I’d reached! Its been an absolute pleasure to have MUCH to be grateful for. Writing a journal has been the greatest gift of all… reading the pages of my own history of thought, I see the life I am living and NOW KNOW that this is EXACTLY what I had asked for, nothing more, nothing less. What is truly different now is the awareness of which thoughts became things and how important they were as part of that which I always wanted!!

It’s now time to write a new script that I’d truly like to read 10 years from now… for I KNOW that it will be as is THOUGHT now…

Welcome to my world, its a bright brilliant and vibrant space to be in. Its wonderful that people come here to simply sit in silence that the vibrations of this space may guide them to the greater meaning of their own lives and where they’re headed. This is indeed a place I’d once only dreamed of. As I walk through the long halls of this space, I see a million smile around me. These are my extended family, I’ve always found it so difficult to call them employees! These are the people that represent brand DeePositive each day in the 100 offices we have across the globe. Each of these people are here today to celebrate our first decade of Abundance.

At DeePositive, the beauty is that we actually have no structure to the madness, yet we’re a perfectly oiled machinery that continues to create more empowered people across the globe. We started off in a modest office back in 2010 with a dream of building a business that would create a more dedicated, enthusiastic, empowered and positive world. Here we are, NOW, setting the story for the next 10 years of growing and glowing with success and abundance.

We’re the most preferred LIFE COACHES for our corporate extensions, Our events, bring us so much joy, each of them now in their 9th edition, they’ve not only sustained, they’ve grown to be counted in the iconic events calendar across the regions in which they’re executed. My most favorite of all that I do, is my talk show, DeePositive Talking which has a phenomenal following and guess what we’ve even had my idol, Oprah on the show, isn’t that fantastic. Many dreams later, I work very closely with my first crush ever and the relationship we share is one of the most brilliant and fascinating realisations of all my success stories to tell. We work 5 days a week and its strictly business. On the 5th Day, each office is turned into a workshop, where we encourage the entire family to come together and create new products. Its truly awesome to see the family unit come together to empower each other in creating some fascinating limited edition merchandise we share with the world at large. These pieces are so exclusive, that quite often, you’ll find them in my office… they’re a part of my daily gratitude! We’ve brought back the passion of working together and taken it to an all new height and that is what is so amazing.

Today, we’re all gathered together, there are almost 10000 in the DeePositive family, celebrate what we call “Gratitude Weekend” when the teams from across our 100 offices meet online and offline to share an hour of raising new intentions for abundance for our brand, for our clients, for our families and most importantly for ourselves that we may continue to live in the expanded awareness of gratitude.

My fourth book is set to release today… I am grateful for the fantastic success of the first book, “I am DeePositive , In gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS”, that inspired the millions who read it, to walk and talk a new path. It still makes me S.M.I.L.E! Today is also the day to announce our PET Project foundation… DeeHeaven… our home for senior citizens… its a fantastic gift that the government has helped us with. These homes are special for each of them is built with the intention of growing old with grace!!

…. I must stop now… for another chapter of history is waiting to be written….

I continue to remain in Gratitude to ALL THAT IS for ALL THAT IS!!

On this 18th day of June

shhhh… blessed!!

The art of living each day to the fullest is recognising the feeling that each part of the day brings on… and KNOWING. That ALL THAT IS conspiring to give YOU ALL THAT IS you’ve ever desired.

On this 6th day of June 2010

The experiences I’ve had to this day have conditioned me to not trust too easily. The fact that it has been brought to my awareness… I took the first step of trusting my deepest instinct to begin sharing the wisdom I receive without PREJUDICE or JUDGEMENT, that my greatest JOY comes from sharing with Gratitude that which comes to me as part of the natural talent of being ME.

There will always be the OUTER influences that will continue to mark the path I take… I must reclaim the childlike joy of TRUSTING my instincts and TRUSTING the Divine Energy of Life to lead me on. I KNOW NOW, that every little decision, is a STEP forward in the direction of bringing ALL THAT IS special to me into my REALITY. 

That every HURDLE is only a speedbreaker on the fast lane of SUCCESS, that I must express GRATITUDE, that I slowed down, to savour the moment, instead of worry about the TIME it will take me to reach my destination. I need to TRUST, those around me, not because OTHERS think that they are worthy of being TRUSTED. I need to TRUST, because I am WORTHY of all the JOY and ABUNDANCE I am destined to achieve as  I continue my journey. That I every moment I am in Gratitude, the HURDLE will reveal the PERSPECTIVE I need to be GRATEFUL for.

The INTENT is clear… I am Delightfully Manifesting Spectacular Dreams ;)