The Secret of Deepanjali

I began using the power of manifestation LOOOOONG before, I was led to the book... or the video... or was gifted this community.
For me the journey of manifestation began way back in 1995... when I went through the lowest phase of my life... Life as I knew it... crashed around me... and all that was left was a lot of FAILURES to deal with... and my best friend... then and now... Jesus stood by me like a rock... I would share my thoughts with my diary... often writing what I was prompted to... often these sentences would almost read like a fairy tale with the perfect mix of everything I dreamed of being all that I wanted....
My faith was SHAKEN... not BROKEN...
And I continued to focus on the silver lining on the grey clouds that filled my life... lotsa grey clouds made their way... but my focus remained the silver lining.... and the fact that I had always believed that I was a completely special creation of God.... to special to remain down forever...
5 years later... I started floating back... and I knew in my heart... that this was the fall before the rise... and that when I would rise... well... the world would watch....
A retreat at the Divine Retreat Centre in Potta was the turning point... I experience the presence of God in my life... and surrendered to his holy plan... with the promise... that I would share this grace with others... that is when my journey started taking a new shape... people would come to me for help... and instinctively I would know what to tell them... knowing that I had promised to share.
Trust me... when I tell you.... the millenium year was the year that I started seeing results... God's grace... and lotsa gratitude... later.... I started the climb to where I am today...
Regrets... I have none... for the bad times were lessons in disguise... and the good times... the fruit of total belief in myself.
Today, I have everything I only dreamt of... in the pages I wrote... and all that is left to be achieved... are the things I did not believe I could achieve