I will love you forever and a day...

If this be the last I spend with him… I want this memory to last forever, for I will never walk this memory again… I will have moved on, but the memory will continue to make me smile. For this has been the most unconditional relationship I’ve been blessed with… I know I am blessed for sure, for this memory is witness of it

I am going to spend an evening with him… its been 10 years since I last visited his house. Looking back at the years gone by… well… I am still smiling…. I remember that day… that moment… that afternoon that I spent in his room… his mom and I spoke at length about the man… and we bonded… it was beautiful.

We left home that evening… and as we got to the station… I remember… the moon shining bright as we made our way into the railway station… he held my hand and said, “I feel like I am already married to you” and we looked at each other and smiled… later that night… we kissed… and all that I wanted really… was for that kiss to never end.

Many years and many relationships later… here we are… its almost like we’re going back to where we started… this is the time for closure…

Our lives went different ways… we met other people … had other relationships… we moved on, both in different directions. Each with a memory that only makes for a perfect love story… of love at first sight.

I walk into a home transformed by his creativity and I look with amazement of how beautifully he has now done up his home… it looks stunning… I love it… its just the way I had always thought my home would look like. I feel at home… all is so beautiful… but this man isn’t mine in the worldly way… at all. But in the spiritual realm, well, there’s nothing that separates us.

Somewhere deep within, I had willed this. Knowingly, I gave up my want to be loved so completely by him… its beautiful, there is not a moment I don’t remember him with a smile on my face. I remember always feeling like a princess whenever I was around him… I still holds true. It’s a royal feeling to be so loved by another human being. What has kept this relationship so wonderful is the fact that there are no expectations.

I look in awe around the world when I am around him… I pray that everyone could have something as special, as beautiful as we do… we always smile when we look at each other… and I know that nothing can these moments away from us.

I look at him… and I see the man who changed my perspective on the species, till this day… he makes me want to have it all. He inspired me 10 years ago… here I am today.

I know that life is going to be a special series of events that will lead to DeeHeaven, the place where I shall rest this earthly body and join with my angels. This is just one of them… this is precious. You are precious Buboo you really are!!!