A night of longing later... it dawned upon me... light a bolt out of the dark. We miss the 'bigger picture" often in the quest of immediate returns.
I look back at my first few weeks in mumbai and I realise... I've manifest a long sought dream... of indepence in the truest sense... it is magical... so magical... that as I write about it... i can feel the very instinctive moments of the journey so far. When I came here... I had one strong hold... one reason to be super confident... and now... 6 months later... I have found a new reason to live out this dream.
It has made me realise the power of independence and the art of preparing the self for greater things to come... well.. don't be surprised... I do have my... "I want to go back home" moments quite regularly... I lay my weeping eyes to sleep ... when I wake up the next morning, life takes over... and I am ready to lead a brand new day.
I've had the chance to read some brilliant books, write some phenomenal stuff and plan my first book! It is so rewarding to be able to sit in silence... and watch the city scape invite you to explore it! Its brilliant to plan a quite evening by the sea... loving every piece of inspiration that brings you to a point of ecstasy about the journey.
Everyday, literally everyday, I manfest magic... I've been able to heal not only my life... but lives of others who have chosen to want to share their lives with me... bringing healing upon themselves. Mumbai has helped me discover my true purpose in life... stunning!!
I have learnt to slow down and smell the coffee... take each day and treat it in the most special way... I have learnt to truly trust my instincts... not be a slave of circumstances... but create the circumstances I may require to reach where I must. This city has a wild vibration.., there seem to be signs everywhere, if you just slow down... enough... to notice them. It is fantastic to notice the "bigger picture" this city is where it is all beginning to dawn... the paradigm shift in consciousness is evident in the eyes of every Mumbaikar... everyone is like a fearless warrior challenging life to throw at them what it must... yet... in the wake of the moment, each citizen stands up and claims this city as their own.
There is such a fantastic air of positivity... its so precious. beyond the rush of everyday life... this city has taught me... most of all ... to simply be confident even when circumstances around done seem to want the same of me... the spirit of Mumbai is in the air... you breathe special... you live special... you can manifest just about anything... in all the humdrum... there is love so pure.
Mumbai you rock!!
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