DeeMan

i have not met you... i don't know what it will be like to meet you... all i know for sure... well... is that you have touched my life.

i have always dreamed of perfection and been dejected at what i finally saw.... numerous expectations of myself have come crushing to the floor... it has taken a huge amount of courage against the odds created by ME... to reach this space... this place in time... there is a flutter in my stomach.

i guess you had me at 'Hello'... and the silence that followed... well 10 seconds seemed to last for a lifetime... and that lifetime... well... was way too long... all i wanted to do was to keep totally silent and listen... yet... all i did was talk too much... and listen to absolutely nothing. I guess i was afraid of you identifying the nervous breathing... and wondering what the hell this woman is all about :)

in all the years of being a free bird... all i wanted was for you to capture and put me in a cage :) ouch.... anyone reading this is going to wonder... whether the Dee they know is really the Dee that is writing this piece...

in every sense of the word.... i was awestruck... i just knew that there was someone special coming my way and that special someone was you. the conversation was so stimulating that i did not want it to end... if i could've helped it... well... i would've made sure it did not... and i know i wanted to talk to you so much more... everything you said made so much sense... without, at any point being judgemental or demeaning... or even authoritative. it is still taking time to sink in... i know that someday soon i will meet you in person... and that moment will be magical and that my entire life will take on a completely new dimension.

My thoughts will be clearer... and my actions will reflect your presence. My personna will temper down and my perspectives will change... my life will be a reflection of all its meant to be...

as i wait upon that day... with a twinkle in my eyes...

my heart's taking flight... into the infinite skies...

its the moment of truth.... when we meet face to face....

a moment to hold on to... with faith & lots of grace....

it is what i've been waiting for.... all my living years...

its the moment of sheer joy... for uncontrolable tears...

as the sun sets this day... we are but a day closer to being together....

i know that my dreams are real... i am waiting for only you, for me, there is no other...