After a long while… a kinda girly post, so, don’t read too much into it… it just comes from being a brat of sorts to a very special someone. Ha ha ha… don’t get inquisitive… some secrets give more pleasure as secrets… and still.. can’t help but share it with the world in posts. Keeps the anonymity and still brims with excitement 
All of us have these moments… it’s a common human phase… lucky me… that I had to wait till 35 to feel like 16 again
“PRINCESS” a magic word… it is especially when the person addressing me is someone who meant nothing till ONE FINE DAY… when a short conversation changed the very course life was taking… for the simple request to acknowledge… became an teenage experience of a giggly grin that would throw caution to the wind to experience… the wild imaginings of being 16 again… without the frills of flowers or chocolates or blind dates, yet something so wonderful, that even in thought… it can make you smile in awe… just remembering, what falling in love for the first time… should feel like.
The freedom of having nothing to lose and still feeling like the whole world just stopped by to smile back at you with a memory so wonderful… that you begin to feel a sense of belonging to royalty without a title.
Being loved suddenly has a whole new meaning, without possessing… You know you belong in thought… to a memory so beautifully presented in words, like finding a hidden object… that even though it may have crossed your visual dimensions a million times over… never caught your hearts attention till it was expressed in words… so carefully put together… with a prayer that it may be acknowledged and accepted and reciprocated.
How long can you hold your shield of ignorance… knowing that maybe, it was this KNOWING that was meant to reach you… that you may learn to ACCEPT with GRACE, the love offered, the courage of a person who could no longer hold back and said it like it was felt… fighting this feeling… can only bring on a sense of losing out on what the view this vantage point of your kingdom has to offer.
As, time passes, acknowledging and accepting how special it makes me feel that there is someone in the world, who waited, till he had nothing to fear but his “fear of rejection” to let me know, that immaterial of the consequences… chose to share this truth… I guess… that day he deep breathed as he shared a long kept THOUGHT and created a brand new space of experiences… that only his PRINCESS can understand and only he knows how it feels.
Hey There…
Thank you… for I may never be able to express in words more clear… how special you’ve come to mean to me… How much I learned about what I have missed… through you… and how many experiences are in the waiting to be revealed… thank you for inviting my attention to my PrincessNess…
Unconditional Royal…
Princess
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